sometimes.

Sometimes I wish I didn't take that month off.

Just so that things wouldn't be like the way things are right now.

You're standoffish, you're hesitant, You're cautious

...in the way you speak to me and the way you act around me.

Sometimes I wish you believed me. That I'm over and done with that.

But it seems that you're scared Im going to "fall again"...

So you're standoffish. You're hesitant. You're cautious.

I don't blame you because I'm the one that said it seems likes I always fall.

But Sometimes I wish..

I had done things, said things, and handled things differently.

And now you're leaving next year...

And I apologize I couldn't keep my promises the way I and you expected me to.