Me, Myself, and I.

"Cuz i realized i got
Me myself and i
That's all i got in the end
That's what i found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend"

Best Friends.

I don't know. Me and that term doesn't seem to ever coexist.

In my entire life, I've called 3 people, and a group of boys my Best Friends.

And pretty much every time, I do or say exactly the thing that pushes them away.

Am I really that scared to let someone get that close to me?

We'll see.

-Alan

Hmm.

Have you ever had that feeling.

That feeling where you can feel it slip away.

Feel it fade.

Feel it drift.

To the point where it just seems you can't reach it anymore?

Even though all signs point to things being fine.

It's hard to settle with 'fine'.

Shit sucks.

It feels good...

It feels good...

To be doing well in school.

To not be worried about getting kicked out.

To not be worried if what I'm saying is the right thing to say.

To not be worried that I'm not spending as much time with people.

To not be worried if people get mad at who I hang out with.

To not be annoyed with people around me.

To not be curious on why we haven't hung out.

To not be scared to hurt peoples' feelings.

To not be tripping cuz you didn't text back.

To wake up and not feel like I have to see you.

It feels good...

To be Alan again.

Stop Wasting Your Time.